As I often say, this vile condition robs us of the beauty & innocence of pregnancy.
Because of your history with it, you will most likely relax once you 38+ week baby is delivered safely into your arms where s/he should be.....then all your worries are replaced by the normal 'mum with a new baby' ones!
Trust your instincts - you know what pregnancy shouldnt feel like & keep knocking on doors till you are satisfied.
Do everything you can that keeps you feeling in control, and if that means clearing your desk, as long as you are not overdoing things then fine! Of course, if you are overdoing things stop! Nothing is more important than yours & babys health...and that includes mental/emotional health.
Hang in there!
Every Woman is entitled to understand what happened in her pregnancy when pre eclampsia strikes. I hope to be able to support that process.