It was 18 months ago that i had my son at 28 weeks (1lb 11oz) by C-Sect due to PE, and still now am on the pills, nifedipine & ramipril. My baby done well and even tho we have been in and out of intensive care with him the last 18 months every time he gets a cold, and he is a bit behind developmentally, he is doing well (well i think so... sorry, proud mummy moment)
recently my urge to have another baby has exploded, but am gutted.... going through all the same emotions as other people on here... Guilt to first born, fear of going through it again, etc etc.
Also am really stressed because only recently has my BP settled down, they have checked my kidneys and apprenly all ok, so no idea why it has stayed so high for so long (is there any one else out there that has this???). also admittedly i am a little over weight (lost 3 stone so far).
basically wanted to ask if anyone has the same problem as me but went on to have fairly complication free pregnancies.
In my emotional state, i have resided myself to the fact that ive had my baby... and thats is no more for me... so am starting to grieve the future i thought we were going to have.
Hubby is lovely he just wants the best for me, got docs in a couple of weeks, hopefully going to ask to see a consultant but am scared he is going to say... best not to get preg this year blah blah blah... think i am driving hubby round the bend lol
anyways have gone on long enough..... any support greatly appreciated!