I havent been on in a while and havent really got much to report at the minute (20 week scan on monday eek!!) but I had a little wobble over the last few days! Ive been very very exhausted and had a few minor headaches so went to GP to have my BP checked, he said it was normal, but i'm having a blood test to check my thyroid function as that could explain the exhaustion and headaches.
Anyhoo, I told the GP that I'm worrying a lot about the PE happening again! So all he said is 'Self Fulfilling Prophecy'. he didnt say it nastily or anything, but its now got me thinking.
So now I want to know how the hell do you not think about the one thing your worried about?? I keep picturing a lovely bouncy baby with a VBAC - the perfect scenario, but always at the back of my mind is a little voice saying PE PE!!! I just want to not think about it and enjoy this pregnancy, how can you do that?
I'm trying to stay positive and both me and amy (with lips to my belly lol) keep telling the baby it is staying put with no misbehaving until its fully cooked
Sorry for the ramble and probably silly post
Hope everyones well