Hi Alison,
Im sorry I missed your post util now.
I really hope that your pregnancy is going well. I can understand the anxiety of waiting for it all to happen again.
But the fact you had good 'dopplers' are such a good sign of things being ok for you. I dont doubt every ache and twinge raises alarm bells for you - I think I would be more worried about you if you said they didnt. Its normal, PE sneaked up on you last time, this time you are armed with so much knowledge you have a better chance of seeing it coming.
Thats true for HELLP syndrome too.
I really hope the midwife apapointment went well and that she was able to offer you some reassurance. Have you got a blood pressure machine or any urine dipsticks at home? They might help to keep your fear at bay?
Do keep in touch.
Best Wishes
Liz