Hi Sparkling,
It must feel quite surreal for you right now! Battling with the hope and yet not quite trusting it?!
Take each week as it comes, then decide how you want the next week to be with the knowledge you have at the time, including the VBAC.
Of course...keep smiling...we are all smiling with you too.
Im so glad you have a supportive midwife too. It makes such a difference doesn't it?
Warm wishes
Liz